Friday, March 30, 2012

It hurts

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
I am not that good yet I try my best to improve,
Because I realize that I'm just a normal being and not an angel,
But people always mistaken that I'm a very good person until some of them call me ustazah..haha (alhamdulillah doa tu..insyaAllah blh jd ustazah yg baik untuk bakal anak2 nnt. ;p)
I just want to remind for those who forget that I'm a NORMAL HUMAN BEING and I tend to do mistakes in my life and I have my own ups and downs,
So, I decided to use facebook as a part to remind me of all the good things that I should do by posting them,
I'm not posting all the good things because I'm too good,
Seriously, don't judge me like that because it's so unfair,
I'm posting all that for myself, as a reminder for me and for all of us to get nearer to Him..the One who created us, Allah..
Again I'm stressing here that I'm not that good,
I try my best to be a better person yet sometimes I fail but I still get back up and don't want to give up because I always know that He is watching me,
Sometimes because of too much pressure that I face in life, make me feel that I want to go back to Him a.s.a.p but I know it's wrong to think like that.

I must be strong and I must not give up,
I must strive hard so that later when I meet Him, I can proudly say that I had done my part in life.
So, my dear self, don't get too stressed up..stop dwelling in your sadness and your pain,
Dalam Quran pn ada dinyatakan bahawa Allah tidak akan membebankan seseorang melainkan mengikut kemampuannya.
Trust and have faith in Allah. 
InsyaAllah everything will be ok. :)
To those who have been hurt badly before, let's get up and get stronger. 
Let's get better to gain respect from the others and to prove to them that failure IS always the step to success. 
Life is a cycle..sometimes we are up and sometimes down. 
Better keep that in mind. And always ask for strength and patience from Allah because He is the one who always listens to us and help us. 
Trust me. 
Although sometime you feel like breaking down, cry as much as you want because that's one of the way to get healed. :)
Each heart has pain,
only the way of expression is different,
some hide it in their eyes,
while others hide it in their smile.


Thursday, March 22, 2012

-Sweet-

Salam,
Ladies & gentlemen out there, listen n read this :
"Aku menjaga diriku untukmu dengan harapan engkau menjaga dirimu untukku." (",)
 I feel that this sentence is just so sweet in terms of what we should do to make ourselves better so that the person that we are waiting for(soulmate) will also do the same. But of course not everyone will experience the same thing. Different people has different way of meeting their soul mate and tak semestinya kalo kita baik, jodoh kita akan 2 kali ganda lebih baik..kalo dpt mcm tu alhamdulillah la..tapi ada juga yg diuji oleh Allah. maybe one of them is not too good..so, must pray a lot to Allah and we ourselves must improve to be better day by day in order for the others to get inspired by us. InsyaAllah. :)
p/s: please take the courage to make a change of getting better in your life because we will not remain young forever. We grow up, and our responsibilities increases thus we need more strength mentally and physically. Trust me, the only tranquil strength and patience that you can get is from Allah. 
Sesungguhnya orang yg menjauhi Allah adalah org yg menzalimi diri sendiri. Nauzubillah. 
Each of us will go through this phase, insyaAllah and I really hope when the time comes, we already know who we really want to be with and not only in this world but until jannah. :) 
sweet kan? haha..I know I'm being kind of emotional..but I'm writing this based on my surroundings..friends who are engaged and married.May Allah bless u all. N I hope that I will meet my soul mate soon too though I don't know where, when and how. =.='
Let's pray and ask the best for our life from Allah. Pray so that He will send someone that He loves to come and guide us till jannah. InsyaAllah. :)

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Nature is the best medicine!

Salam,
Okay..actually I'm not supposed to write any new post in my blog since I have 2 assignments and a project to be done but what to do..I'm being VERY stubborn right now. haha..
Anyway, I think I have mentioned about this before..I love the nature so much! Subhanallah..there's nothing much more beautiful than Allah's creation including ourselves. ^_^
I love watching the clouds and sky the most! If I am in a plane, I would prefer to sit beside the window and would continue to watch the clouds until I reach my destination. It feels so good looking at the formation of the clouds as though as they have their own story to tell. hehe..mind me ya.
Besides that, I really love the greenery too! Especially the mountains..I like hilly areas such as Cameron, Genting highlands and Fraser Hill. I realized that I would get very excited looking at the mountains covered with the mist. Although it's cold but it's cool! Subhanallah..I just can't stop myself from being too excited looking at the nature's beauty.
Subhanallah..what a beauty!
Fyi, my college is located in a hilly area..highest among the others. So today, when I was on my way back to my college, it was very windy. I felt like I was at the oversea..because I was walking back alone with the wind and the trees and not to forget the flying leaves..subhanallah..I can't stop praising Allah for His every creation especially the nature. I was very stressed at first thinking of my projects and asgmts but alhamdulillah, at that point I felt that all my pain was driven away by the wind. :)
I must agree with what certain people say, travelling is also another way to get nearer to Allah. 
I felt speechless and realized how weak I am without Allah. We need Allah. Those who walk away from Him will never realize that they are at a great loss.
There's still time.Let's get back to Him. 
Allah Maha Pengampun dan Maha Penyayang. ^_^

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Jom Berdoa ^_^

Salam,
It's already March! n yeah I'm in my 2nd sem of 3rd year. I was not feeling well in and out for the past few weeks..well i'm still not feeling well rite now but physically. Mentally, I am being cured. Alhamdulillah. :)
Have you been too immersed in your problems or sadness before?
Have you felt that there's no one who will really understand about you?
Have you had a mental breakdown before and can't focus on your study?
but based from any of those time, did you get your call? 
A call to rise back and move on.
A call to keep your faith towards Allah.
A call that makes you realize how close Allah is towards us and actually understands us better than ourselves.
Memang satu fitrah la kan, sesuatu yang diciptakan akan pulang juga kepada penciptaNya.
No matter how sad you are, how helpless you feel, you should always keep your connection with Allah. Pray and ask from Him. 
Manusia ni mmg sangat LEMAH. Jadi, berdoalah kepada yang Maha Memberi. Serius, kita takkan rugi.
So, there are some du'a that I wanted to share. Jom Berdoa! :)
Ya Allah, perbetulkan ibadahku yang merupakan asas kehidupanku dan perbetulkanlah hal dunia yang merupakan kehidupanku dan kurniakanlah kesejahteraan padaku di hari akhirat, berkatilah kehidupanku di dunia dengan kesejahteraan dan jadikanlah kematianku sebagai kebebasan daripada godaan syaitan.

Ya Allah, aku memohon belas kasihanMu, lindungilah aku, janganlah Engkau biarkan diriku walau sedetik pun dan perbetulkanlah diriku, tidak ada Tuhan selainMu.
Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin. 

Moga kita sentiasa berdoa kpd Allah & mohon perkara yang terbaik yg Allah sudah aturkan buat kita dan moga Dia mudahkan urusan kita. InshaAllah.
Stay positive and smile always ok.
Because Allah hanya timpakan ujian kepada hambaNya mengikut kemampuan masing2. So, don't need to get too immersed in your sadness. 
Allah knows best! :)
Let's shine like a star. ^_^